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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

hey, so i'm in azusa, california now and i absolutely love it. i have a few minutes just to type and say what i've been up to and what's going on. for classes i'm in physics, calc, lit, politics, and exo/deut. i love my classes so far and today was the first day i skipped out on math haha. oops. i've met so many great people and been just having a great time. i actually have a literature test today that i need to do well on haha because i dont know how my paper turned out. i really need to hit up the library tonight for a while and get some serious work done. i'll be meeting w/my physics prof to go over some problems and concepts, we have our first test for that on monday. i played some softball yesterday and that was a great time. i get to play again today for a bit so that'll be fun. i have quite a bit to accomplish and get done today so after softball, i really need to focus on that. i've gone to newport beach and huntington beach. went to irvine, ca for this awesome outdoor outlet shopping center, it was siiick. haha. with a ferris wheel and everything lol. then ive been to universal citywalk near universal studios for some sushi and walking around. and recently went to a dodger game last friday night with my friends ashley and ryan and her co-workers from starbucks. its such a great time and i love it here! definitely made the right decision about deciding to come out here for school. i also met with my premed advisor guy and he said it'll prolly take 3.5-4 here to finish all the courses and whatnot. so it's all good, like i dont mind that at all lol. because its awesome here and like the beach?? helloooo haha and some beach volleyball and soccer? amazing! anyways, im gonna go read for a bit and chill til class at 1 then i wont be back til late tonight.

as for home, ....i miss  my grandparents, elizabeth and sarah and other friends. but christmas will be here before i know it and ill get to see them all again soon


Saturday, August 30, 2008

alright, so how weird is this i'm in california. been here since wednesday afternoon and i'm staying here til december when christmas breaks hits. i'm heading to the football game in a little bit when my roommate gets back. we're meeting some people there at the tailgate dinner and then to the game. i'm pretty excited about it!! got my t-shirt! haha. its weird to think that i wont be home for a few months like i got here before this semester started and now i wont be home til this semester is over. i am extremely excited to start classes on wednesday and get into more of a routine like get back to the gym/track and go running. i feel nasty and bloated haha. well i took a little nap today which i think helped alot to get me thru the rest of the day. im starting to meet new ppl which is awesome and theyre wicked cool. i honestly dont miss home just yet, i miss grammy and poppy alot obviously but i dont miss home persay. i'm honestly really trying not to think about it to be honest. we have a worship service too tomorrow morning so that should be alot of fun and great. then a couple team transfer events until wednesday like a pool party tomorrow at 2 or something haha i really gotta check my schedule again cuz i forget. well i dono ill write later, im gonna get ready for the football game. marie should be home anytime soon to leave and we have a saved seat which is nice.


Thursday, August 21, 2008

so there's like 6 days til i leave for california and its soo weird. like i'm trying to do in the little things that i know ill miss when i go out there. not being able to go the parks and the gym and places i'm used to here. i cant wait to see what its like and start classes again but at the same time, i'm going to miss friends and family here a great deal. we just kinda dont talk about it haha. ive enjoyed this summer a great deal,working alot and hanging out with friends, its been great. im sad to see it come to an end but its ok because everyone is leaving basically anyway to go back to school so i guess its a good thing. ive made some good friends at work and gotten closer to other people this summer and its definitely gonna suck saying goodbye and all. i cant believe how much ive learned in like 6 or 7 months ...well i guess its time to go fishin with derek for a little bit then go thru my stuff for azusa, then hpefully to see someone pretty cool tonight haha. :-/


Thursday, August 07, 2008

so there's about three weeks as of yesterday before  i leave for california and i dono how i feel about it. ive been babysitting all week since friday night and the boys go over someone elses house tomorrow morning which is gonna be a nice ...really nice relief haha. but for california there's so much to do & buy for. i cant really buy anything right now because i'm getting like 90% of stuff out there. shipping and handling is crazzyy. so i dont know, i'm definitely excited and my roommate seems mad chill but theres so much to buy for and money to spend. i know it'll all work out and God has His hand on it but it still is a little scary. the only thing i can really do right now is make lists lol and ask questions if i have any. and another thing...its weird how life turns out, i mean from what we really expected and wanted at one point to what we actually get and acheive. i dont think if you asked me last year where i saw myself it wouldnt be where i am now or how life turned out. itd be really different with different people and places but thats just not how it ended up. mostly because of myself i know and partly because that's not how it was suppose to be i guess. that second part is so much harder accepting than the first because thats the part i have no control over and it stinks. i know if things couldve been different, they wouldve been but they arent and time goes on and on and so does life. over time it all just kind of withers away and you forget i guess. i mean you wont EVER truly completely forget, but it fades away...the memories, the good times, the bad ones, etc. it lives in your heart and you hold onto the memories. some days are rougher than others and you remember a little more on those days but it passes and over time goes away altogether. alright enough of this sad story..3 weeks from now ,i'll be in california starting a brand new adventure with new people and places and a new school to start a great career that i'm so excited for in a place where God is the center and active. for now it's time to go to the track and gym. then tennis later


Saturday, August 02, 2008

so its saturday morning early early and im up watchin cnn and tootling around on the computer. last night the two little ones slept over and ill be watching them for the next week til friday morning. their house is a mess so its a drag to sleep at their house every night so theyre here for quite a few of the nights. i need to do laundry and clean up their house BIG TIME. its an absolute disaster and its gonna take forever to do it. but nonetheless today i work 9-6 then go for a run hopefully at the track if the weather is alright and take care of the boys for a couple hours. then tomorrow we're gonna check out the car show on main street if the weathers good then i work at 2-915 closing tomorrow oh how fun. at least theyll be asleep when i get home i guess. im feelin so tired already ive been up since 615 idk how im gonna last all day. time to hop in the shower & get a nice coffee on the way to work. i now wish i had slept in til 8 but oh well i guess. once i knew the boys were up i figured just to stay up. so theres only a month left til i leave for azusa. not even a month now its kinda weird and exciting at the same time.



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